Do Do Do Loving

We are created with love
but we still failed loving
But God had given all in couples
nothing but us to learn
what is love
how is it feel giving love
how is it feel being loved

Do do do loving


Not just with the words
but we should do it again and again
It's not as easy as it written
do it again and again

Mommy tiger love her baby
Snake's mother do so
all of the love on the world
is only one part
one part is enough to learn
what is love
how is it feel giving love
how is it feel being loved

Do do do loving

Where are the other part
still on God's hand
think how huge is His love
always love us
no matter believers or not
but paradise is only for the good

Do do do loving

Evil

Evil....
all around us
nite and day
and we were drowned

Evil....
had never give up
taking us
to the bad

Am I evil...?
yes I am

We were born in this world
as the weak
live our life day by day
with weaknesses

Enjoin the the good then we are good
Together with the bad...?
Then what....???

Am I evil...?
Yes I am

Umroh without money, but Allah's invitation

Alhamdulillaah.......

akhirnya sempet juga ngaplot foto" umroh walaupun cuma dari hape..... sebenernya sih, sebaiknya gk boleh foto" kalo lagi umroh atau haji, karena bs mengganggu niat kita..... makanya gw gk bawa 'persenjataan' sama sekali.... *kamera betulan

ni juga krn desakan keras dari hati --atau dari syaithon, yaa?-- sampe akhirnya moto" juga walau nge-hape....Rasanya rugiiii banget kalo nggak moto......
tapi, bayangin kalo bawa 'persenjataan' apa gk tambah ribet, yak....? Malah kalo kita mau berfikir, rasanya rugiiiiii juga kalo kita foto"......

Berkecamuk terus tuh di hati, moto..... nggak..... moto...... enggak.....
akhirnya y begini deh...... I'm just a jealous guy........ *lahh...? Maksut, gw hanya manusia biasa yg lemah.....
Alhamdulillaah......
Allaah SWT berkehendak membawaku ke sana...... walau tanpa biaya..... Allaah SWT menggerakkan hati pimpinan kantor membiayai umroh utk 2 org pegawai, pertama kalinya ada di kantor gw..... alhamdulillaah.... alhamdulillaah..... alhamdulillaah.....

Bulan puasa, bulan ramadhon...... taun 1429 H.....

Allaah SWT mengujiku dulu sebelum berangkat. Kami berdua udah sampe di airport Cengkareng, melewati pemeriksaan" semua gk ada masalah sampe tiba d pemeriksaan terakhir yg d depan boarding room....... kyknya pemeriksaan imigrasi *lupa gw....

Gw ditahan....!!

Ternyata paspor gw ditempel visa org lain.... masyallaah.... OMG .... ksalahan pd pihak si penempel visa yaitu Kedutaan Saud .... *sigh

Walhasil gw ga jd berangkat hari itu, tepatnya 2 weeks before Ramadhan.
Dari pihak Travel udh minta maaph dan mengusahakan utk dtitipkan k Travel lain,,, tp udh penuih semua,,,, hrs nunggu klo ada yg dicancel .... masyallaah .... ujian dari Gusti Allaah.

Trs gw balik dong k rumah,,, padahal udh pamitan kan sm tetangga dan dulurs,,, gmn tuh? 
Yawdah gawsah rame2 pulangnya nanti.

Trs gmn lanjutannya?? Pihak Travel mengarahkan utk dtg tiap hari k bandara coyy ...Why?
Krn nungguin kalo ada org yg dicancel dari Travel lain .... sabaarr ......

Selama 2 weeks bolak balik k bandara nungguin org yg cancel coyy .... dtg k bandara,,, duduk2 bengong,,, nungguin .... menguji kesabaran,,,, perbanyak zikir sesuai ajaran Pak Yai dulu,,,, trs pulang,,, bsknya dtg lg ,,,,, dan lg ,,,, dan lg ,,,, 

Dan akhirnya masuklah bulan Ramadhan,,,, 

Tau kan bedanya umrah bulan biasa dan bulan Ramadhan...?

Masyallaah....